I work out, I have a "good" job, I think I'm not ugly (though I must be because no one wants me), I'm smart, funny, etc. I see you as a brother, etc." I just don’t want to exist. I'm focussing on my career. And then I realized: I’m not being silly. “I’m suicidal but I don’t want to die,” read another. “get help, go see a doctor or the nurse at your school” Stay with us – don’t leave – not like that. I’m not a technician, I’m an artist. God Bless you all, but it’s not the answer. So I get it.” I told my friend as we were talking about Anthony Bourdain’s suicide. Because I don’t want to die, I tried to banish these thoughts whenever they occurred to me. I just don’t think that way. I blame myself for the things i’ve done wrong in my life, it’s all because of me. They kill themselves because they don’t know how to go on living.” – Taiki Nakashita. I’m in my sixties and just don’t seem to understand technology no mater how hard I try. If you or someone you know needs help, visit our prevention resources page. Not just the bad ones. I don't deserve to live. My life is ok, I have a good family, I’m in good physical health, but fighting depression and I’m taking happy pills under a psychiatrist s direction. I just wanna die, I feel like there’s no reason for me to stay here anymore, I feel like no one cares about me, I feel like I’m worthless. 2) My long Carreer as an Arcitectural draftsman and renderer was destroyed by computer drawing. I am completely safe. But don’t fret. I’m not trying to take anyone’s pain from them I can only speak of my own experience. I’m sorry. T.J.W. Talking About Suicide When We’re Not Actually Suicidal “I’m done with life,” you joke as you realize your Amazon order got messed up for the third time this week. “It isn’t so much that I want to die, it’s more that I’m indifferent to living. If you need support right now, call the Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255. I feel like the most annoying thing is that I don't have a effective way to to kill myself. 3) I’m broke. “Most people don’t kill themselves because they want to die. I’ve bought CAD programs and taken classes on their use. I’m not suicidal, but want to die. Take these related screening tests. I don’t want to die. I don’t need to be rescued. I will want to die either way. We're not compatible. So i really don't understand why my parents are making me get treatment for my "depression" even though I don't have it in the first place. A lot of people want to help by giving me suggestions as to get out of depression, but that’s not what I want. I’m in my 70’s and never wanted to be 70. Please PLEASE PLEASE SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER! I’m not being stupid or melodramatic or attention-seeking. Thank you. I can’t fathom the pain of someone who commits suicide. Because I don’t want to die, I told myself to go to bed rather than act on how I felt at the time. 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